1 00:00:16,00 --> 00:00:18,00 Everyone has limits 2 00:00:18,10 --> 00:00:22,00 invisible lines that do not want to cross 3 00:00:22,10 --> 00:00:28 lines that they create to feel safe and secure with who they are 4 00:00:29 --> 00:00:33 When you fall in love these lines often become diffuse 5 00:00:34 --> 00:00:36 you expand the limits 6 00:00:36 --> 00:00:39 you take risks 7 00:00:40 --> 00:00:44 you challenge your own conventions 8 00:00:46 --> 00:00:51 But can those risks strengthen you or maybe destroy you? 9 00:00:52 --> 00:00:55 It's something you can know only after the fact 10 00:01:15 --> 00:01:19 Sometimes we do not realize how much we change when we are in a relationship 11 00:01:19,10 --> 00:01:23 until we take a break and reflect on who we're used to being 12 00:01:24 --> 00:01:28 My sister Nadia has been married for three years with Ray 13 00:01:28 --> 00:01:35 and while on the surface they used to exist as that typical couple from the suburbs with an undefined occupation 14 00:01:35 --> 00:01:39 even they evolved at least a little bit as they used to be 15 00:01:39 --> 00:01:44 Nadia and Ray who had previously silently judged my relationship 16 00:01:44 --> 00:01:49 now they were willing to open up and share, in their own version, my lifestyle 17 00:01:49 --> 00:01:55 - I just do not understand how to tie and spank someone is not an abuse 18 00:01:55 -->00:01:58 - Nothing is considered an abuse if it is consensual 19 00:01:58 --> 00:02:05 - And what about those people who hang from their backside begging for injuries in the ass 20 00:02:05 --> 00:02:06 - It's not about that really 21 00:02:06 --> 00:02:09 - Yes, I've seen those videos and you know what I'm talking about 22 00:02:09 --> 00:02:12 - Yes, they are quite horrible 23 00:02:12 --> 00:02:14 Exact! Mature! 24 00:02:14 --> 00:02:18 - If you were trying to understand BDSM, you would not use those videos as a guide 25 00:02:18 --> 00:02:23 - How is this exciting? Do not you want a normal relationship? 26 00:02:23 --> 00:02:27 Ah was that word again: "Normal" 27 00:02:27 --> 00:02:33 It did not bother me anymore. Although I loved my relationship and everything that meant 28 00:02:33 --> 00:02:37 I knew that neither Ray nor Nadia could understand the darkness and intensity in her 29 00:02:37 --> 00:02:40 So I tried to put the simple things 30 00:02:40 --> 00:02:43 innocent, acceptable 31 00:02:43 --> 00:02:46 I told you about the excitement of losing control 32 00:02:46 --> 00:02:53 how much anticipated emotion existed in getting out of the predictable patterns of modern sex 33 00:02:53 --> 00:02:59 How to add a mask or ropes could fully enhance a sexual experience 34 00:03:08 --> 00:03:15 I told them that BDSM was not just spanking or punishing or that dark side they imagined 35 00:03:15 --> 00:03:21 that there was a complex world from which everyone could take a portion and find a way to enjoy it 36 00:03:23 --> 00:03:25 - Do you want to cover my eyes? 37 00:03:25 --> 00:03:27 - Sure you want to do this? 38 00:03:27 --> 00:03:28 - yes 39 00:36:14 --> 00:36:19 - I know that was something ... - Different - I love it, we have to repeat it 40 00:36:41 --> 00:36:42 - so! 41 00:36:42 --> 00:36:44 - Ryan and I did some BDSM last night 42 00:36:44 --> 00:36:46 -I'm totally amazed! 43 00:36:46 --> 00:36:50 - I fully understand your relationship, so no more prejudices 44 00:36:50 --> 00:36:53 I'm glad you have fun 45 00:36:53 --> 00:36:55 Thank you 46 00:36:55 --> 00:36:59 It was expected that Nadia would understand my lifestyle superficially 47 00:36:59 --> 00:37:01 so as to make it acceptable to her 48 00:37:02 --> 00:37:06 Sometimes people can only keep that ... the superficial 49 00:37:06 --> 00:37:11 what he could not see was that my world was not only strings and masks 50 00:37:11 --> 00:37:15 but a mental and bodily experience in which I existed, lived and breathed 51 00:37:15 --> 00:37:18 as the submissive of Mr. Friedrich 52 00:37:21 --> 00:37:24 Our part-time agreement evolved into a full-time one 53 00:37:24 --> 00:37:26 and we moved together a few months ago 54 00:37:27 --> 00:37:32 we face it just like our initial agreement, assigning tasks 55 00:37:33 --> 00:37:36 "I will always submit to him even when he is not present" 56 00:37:36 --> 00:37:41 "every morning I will find the outfit that I should wear hanging in the bathroom" 57 00:37:42 --> 00:37:48 "I will use only what is provided to me even when there are things that are not provided to me" 58 00:37:48 --> 00:37:50 No bra? 59 00:37:53 --> 00:37:56 My God ... 60 00:37:58 --> 00:38:04 "every day, practice submission to him in any way that comes up" 61 00:38:08 --> 00:38:12 "the training will be constant and as often as possible" 62 00:38:12 --> 00:38:17 "happen at any time, day or night" 63 00:38:18 --> 00:38:21 "Not only will you play the role ... 64 00:38:21 --> 00:38:24 "I will become one with him" 65 00:38:25 --> 00:38:30 "take care of my body to make sure I'm in the best possible shape" 66 00:38:31 --> 00:38:33 "A healthy body balances a healthy mind" 67 00:38:40 --> 00:38:44 "He will do what he asks to develop my skills" 68 00:38:44 --> 00:38:46 I'm impressed 69 00:38:49 --> 00:38:55 "Accept any challenge no matter the level of difficulty" 70 00:38:55 --> 00:38:56 Stay still, do not move 71 00:38:56 --> 00:38:58 I'm trying 72 00:39:00 --> 00:39:02 Do you want me to punish you? 73 00:39:02 --> 00:39:04 This is like a kind punishment 74 00:39:04 --> 00:39:07 No, this is a harsh punishment! 75 00:39:10 --> 00:39:12 "the punishments will be intense" 76 00:39:12 --> 00:39:15 "but only as often as it is safe" 77 00:39:21 --> 00:39:23 "And as before, if something becomes very difficult ..." 78 00:39:24 --> 00:39:26 "We always have our keyword: Brand" 79 00:39:26 --> 00:39:32 "And even if we live under the same roof it's not a given that we share the bed" 80 00:39:32 --> 00:39:35 "and I should always ask permission to sleep with him" 81 00:39:35 --> 00:39:40 Not tonight 82 00:39:48 --> 00:39:52 "my body is of him to do what he pleases" 83 00:39:52 --> 00:39:55 - Can I have some water please? - Yes 84 00:39:55 --> 00:39:58 "and he's always in control of my orgasms" 85 00:39:59 --> 00:40:05 "If I want to end after some sexual activity, I must ask permission" 86 00:40:08 --> 00:40:10 - Have I ever denied it to you? - do not 87 00:40:11 --> 00:40:15 You will have it, but not tonight 88 00:40:16 --> 00:40:20 "When the time comes, I will enjoy my orgasms" 89 00:40:20 --> 00:40:25 "I must not conternerme, I should not leave anything on the table" 90 00:40:28 --> 00:40:31 "As our relationship progresses, you must exhibit confidence in both" 91 00:40:31 --> 00:40:35 "in Mr. Friedrich and in myself" 92 00:40:38 --> 00:40:41 "and understand that I will present challenges" 93 00:40:41 --> 00:40:45 "that will expand the emotional and physical limits of my barriers" 94 00:40:45 --> 00:40:50 "And there may come a time when my task includes sex with other people" 95 00:40:50 --> 00:40:53 Wait ... What? 96 00:40:54 --> 00:40:55 Keep reading 97 00:40:58 --> 00:41:04 "And there may come a time when my task includes sex with other people" 98 00:41:04 --> 00:41:10 "as a complement to our relationship and not as a complication" 99 00:41:11 --> 00:41:15 But I do not want to be with anyone other than you 100 00:41:17 --> 00:41:23 I thought we would move together to be closer, not to be further away 101 00:41:23 --> 00:41:24 Are you bored with me? 102 00:41:25 --> 00:41:28 On the contrary, I was never so enthralled by t 103 00:41:29 --> 00:41:31 And why do you put this in the contract? 104 00:41:31 --> 00:41:36 I find that you are discovering yourself as someone very sexy 105 00:41:37 --> 00:41:40 New experiences will help you to have more confidence 106 00:41:40 --> 00:41:43 They involve risk and vulnerability 107 00:41:43 --> 00:41:45 Well I must say no to that 108 00:41:45 --> 00:41:49 I do not want to be with anyone else 109 00:41:49 --> 00:41:52 And this is not subject to negotiation 110 00:41:53 --> 00:41:55 "not subject to negotiation", you said that before 111 00:41:55 --> 00:41:57 But this time it's like that 112 00:41:57 --> 00:42:01 - Come on, you never fantasized about being with another man? - Do not! 113 00:42:03 --> 00:42:05 you're lying 114 00:42:05 --> 00:42:07 Would you make it so uncomfortable talking about this if not? 115 00:42:07 --> 00:42:10 Did you ever enjoy being with another woman? 116 00:42:10 --> 00:42:14 It would be incredibly unnatural to say no to that 117 00:42:14 --> 00:42:15 Really? 118 00:42:15 --> 00:42:19 Emma, ​​I'm not looking for something else outside of our relationship 119 00:42:19 --> 00:42:23 but I am human, I am a sexual being 120 00:42:23 --> 00:42:26 This is not about me, it's about t 121 00:42:26 --> 00:42:28 And why should I have experiences without you? 122 00:42:28 --> 00:42:33 You should not do anything you do not want to do 123 00:42:33 --> 00:42:36 I just want you to be open to new experiences 124 00:42:36 --> 00:42:45 I already said it before, you are in complete control of what you do, I only suggest 125 00:42:46 --> 00:42:48 stand up 126 00:42:53 --> 00:42:55 stop on the other side of the room 127 00:43:04 --> 00:43:05 close your eyes 128 00:43:08 --> 00:43:14 Now I want you to imagine how it would be .. 129 00:43:14 --> 00:43:17 be with another man 130 00:43:18 --> 00:43:22 imagine it and do it are very different things 131 00:43:23 --> 00:43:27 Do not contradict me, close your eyes 132 00:43:28 --> 00:43:33 I want you to imagine someone who attracts you 133 00:43:33 --> 00:43:35 someone we both know 134 00:43:36 --> 00:43:41 I want you to imagine how you would touch it, how you would smell it 135 00:43:41 --> 00:43:47 and while you imagine it I want you to masturbate for me 136 00:43:47 --> 00:43:49 I can not do this 137 00:43:49 --> 00:43:54 Emma, ​​you can do it, you can go wherever you want 138 00:43:55 --> 00:43:56 close your eyes 139 00:44:06 --> 00:44:08 Imagine how you touch it 140 00:44:10 --> 00:44:13 Who are you thinking of? 141 00:44:14 --> 00:44:15 I do not know 142 00:44:15 --> 00:44:17 tell me 143 00:44:22 --> 00:44:23 Shane 144 00:44:25 --> 00:44:27 The new guy from the office 145 00:44:30 --> 00:44:33 Well, keep hitting 146 00:44:33 --> 00:44:37 and pi rdete in the fantasy 147 00:44:43 --> 00:44:45 Why Shane? 148 00:44:45 --> 00:44:51 - I do not know - Do not hold back Emma 149 00:44:51 --> 00:44:56 Go with the fantasy, I'm not judging you, your sexuality is exciting 150 00:44:56 --> 00:45:04 He looks so innocent, as if he had never done anything wrong 151 00:45:04 --> 00:45:07 as if begging to be corrupted 152 00:45:08 --> 00:45:10 All right 153 00:45:10 --> 00:45:12 I wonder if it's like me 154 00:45:12 --> 00:45:15 living under false pretenses 155 00:45:15 --> 00:45:21 but in the background it's ... incredibly deeper inside 156 00:45:23 --> 00:45:26 How would he be with him? How would you touch? 157 00:45:26 --> 00:45:33 He would have the initiative, he would fight to have control 158 00:45:36 --> 00:45:44 I would not have ... erotic ... until ... 159 00:45:46 --> 00:45:48 And how would I have sex with you? 160 00:45:51 --> 00:45:52 it would take me from behind .. 161 00:45:55 - 00:45:58 In your shell, or in your ass? 162 00:46:00 --> 00:46:03 mmm ... in my ass 163 00:46:06 --> 00:46:11 I remember when this was not subject to negotiation 164 00:46:11 --> 00:46:14 ..Yes... 165 00:46:29 --> 00:46:32 I want you to pretend that I am l 166 00:46:33 --> 00:46:35 Show me how you touch it 167 00:46:39 --> 00:46:42 Do not hold back 168 00:48:07 --> 00:48:11 - Who's doing this to you? - You are t - And who am I? 169 00:48:13 --> 00:48:17 ... Shane ... 170 00:51:21 --> 00:51:23 ..If Emma ... 171 00:51:25 --> 00:51:29 I waited this a long time, did not you? mm ... yes .. 172 00:51:31 --> 00:51:37 Where do you want me to put my cock? ... inside me ... si? 173 00:51:37 --> 00:51:47 Where do you want me to put it? In your ass? ..if please ... please fuck me in the ass ... 174 00:52:40 --> 00:52:43 Oh yes, it feels so good ... 175 00:59:57 --> 00:59:59 p rate cotra the table 176 01:02:07 --> 01:02:10 never be ashamed of your fantasies Emma 177 01:02:11 --> 01:02:14 They are part of what makes you so beautiful 178 01:02:27 --> 01:02:34 - Here are the complete files, any questions mol stame and see what I can do with my agenda - Clear 179 01:02:38 --> 01:02:43 even when I knew that I would not feel comfortable having sex with someone other than Mr. Friedrich 180 01:02:43 --> 01:02:46 I felt a tingling just imagine it 181 01:02:46 --> 01:02:51 but imagining things is always safer than doing them 182 01:02:53 --> 01:02:58 - Testing BDSM was the biggest mistake of my life - What happened? 183 01:02:58 --> 01:03:00 Ray wants to make a trip now 184 01:03:00 --> 01:03:02 I told him I would not go so far 185 01:03:02 --> 01:03:08 I love my home but putting myself in that sexual situation is only for your benefit 186 01:03:08 --> 01:03:12 Maybe he thought it was for your benefit, maybe I thought you would enjoy it 187 01:03:12 --> 01:03:15 I can not believe you say that, are you kidding? 188 01:03:15 --> 01:03:20 men do that, they make you believe it's because of you but it's always for themselves 189 01:03:20 --> 01:03:24 wait for you to say yes and then go for more 190 01:03:24 --> 01:03:27 one day BDSM, the other day a trio, four from here to a month 191 01:03:27 --> 01:03:30 I do not think Ray is trying to deceive you like that 192 01:03:30 --> 01:03:34 I'm just marking the limits: not the trios, not other people 193 01:03:35 --> 01:03:38 Nadia's arguments to close the door to other people in their relationship 194 01:03:38 --> 01:03:42 they made me question my own reasons for doing the same 195 01:03:42 --> 01:03:43 Did she have a reason? 196 01:03:44 --> 01:03:48 Is not mentioning other people always negative? 197 01:03:48 --> 01:03:49 Why can not we have everything? 198 01:03:49 --> 01:03:54 A close connection with a person and the freedom to enjoy others 199 01:03:55 --> 01:03:59 Mr. Friedrich and I interpreted roles and different scenarios all the time 200 01:04:00 --> 01:04:08 But was there room to erase that line between fantasy and reality? 201 01:04:21 --> 01:04:24 Can I ask you something? can 202 01:04:25 --> 01:04:29 Why does it excite you of my sexuality? 203 01:04:33 --> 01:04:36 because it is always evolving 204 01:04:37 --> 01:04:39 he is never in neutral 205 01:04:41 --> 01:04:44 there is always a point at which to stop 206 01:04:44 --> 01:04:51 Not always. You have done things with me that you never thought you would do 207 01:04:52 --> 01:04:54 like the other night 208 01:04:54 --> 01:05:01 Did you enjoy it? it scared me ... it excited me 209 01:05:01 --> 01:05:10 Then there is space to play ... But I do not want to play Of course I know 210 01:05:22 --> 01:05:26 I need to see you in my office Ah, I'm going 211 01:05:27 --> 01:05:28 It does not sound very good 212 01:05:35 --> 01:05:41 Take this paper and write the following words 213 01:05:42 --> 01:05:46 "You know he masturbated me thinking about you last night" 214 01:05:46 --> 01:05:51 Seriously? Write it oh 215 01:05:57 --> 01:05:58 fact 216 01:05:59 --> 01:06:03 Those are your palanras, not the others And what does that mean? 217 01:06:03 --> 01:06:08 I want you to take that note in hand to Shane Kevington, on your part 218 01:06:08 --> 01:06:15 What? I do not think it's ... appropriate Are you disobeying me? 219 01:06:15 --> 01:06:21 No ... I just do not think it's something I should do 220 01:06:21 -> 01:06:27 You are not doing anything, you just take a note but we work together 221 01:06:28 --> 01:06:31 Do it now 222 01:06:48 --> 01:06:52 Are you okay? Yes, I only had a few questions about a report 223 01:06:52 --> 01:06:58 Yes, it can be intimidating at times Do not tell me 224 01:07:04 --> 01:07:10 Although I knew it was in my power to tell Mr. Friedrich that she was uncomfortable with certain tasks 225 01:07:10 --> 01:07:15 I wanted to prove to myself that I could overcome despite my fears 226 01:07:56 --> 01:08:00 Every day my limits were put to the test more and more 227 01:08:01 --> 01:08:04 Did you ever think about catching me? 228 01:08:05 --> 01:08:08 I can not tell you that 229 01:08:09 --> 01:08:11 write it 230 01:08:20 --> 01:08:22 All the time 231 01:08:23 --> 01:08:27 Tell him "my crotch is getting wet now" 232 01:08:31 --> 01:08:34 You're "wetting my crotch now" 233 01:08:37 --> 01:08:40 Give him your panties then 234 01:08:55 --> 01:08:57 Thank you There is nothing 235 01:08:59 --> 01:09:07 "One day I'm going to fuck you, honestly ... Emma" 236 01:09:10 --> 01:09:15 Will he do it? That depends exclusively on t 237 01:09:18 --> 01:09:26 I did not give the message to Shane that day because when I returned to the office, something unexpected happened that made me tremble in the deepest 238 01:09:26 --> 01:09:30 Can I help you with something? Yes, I would like to see Mr. Friedrich 239 01:09:30 --> 01:09:36 Are you waiting for her? Yes, you can tell Audrina Whitmen here to see it 240 01:09:36 --> 01:09:38 Just a moment Thank you 241 01:09:39 --> 01:09:45 Audrina ... A name that Mr. Friedrich had mentioned a few years ago. 241 01:09:45 --> 01:09:47 Audrina was her first submissive 242 01:09:47 --> 01:09:53 She ended the relationship when lifestyle became too complicated to handle 243 01:09:54 --> 01:09:56 Why was he here? What was he doing? 244 01:09:56 --> 01:09:57 He said he was waiting for her 245 01:09:57 --> 01:09:59 He never told me 246 01:09:59 --> 01:10:02 He never told me how beautiful she was, how feminine, great ... 247 01:10:02 --> 01:10:04 ... of his perfect body 248 01:10:04 --> 01:10:08 Hey! my secret admirer! I'll go to lunch, do you want to come? Do not! 249 01:10:08 --> 01:10:14 I do not want to have lunch with you! okey 250 01:10:21 --> 01:10:23 I tried to take my fears to the side of the road 251 01:10:23 --> 01:10:27 To trust Mr. Friedrich as he asked me 252 01:10:27 --> 01:10:31 Peo was shaking since his break-in 253 01:10:32 --> 01:10:38 funny as a simple moment can change everything completely 254 01:10:49 --> 01:10:52 My mind took over, filled with bumps 255 01:10:52 --> 01:10:58 tortured me with images, sounds and words that may or may not have been said 256 01:11:01 --> 01:11:04 That is the problem of imagination 257 01:11:04 --> 01:11:06 It's not always a good thing 258 01:11:10 --> 01:11:17 My imagination began to poison me with photographs, images, sounds 259 01:11:17 --> 01:11:19 experiences between Mr. Friedrich and Audrina created by my mind 260 01:11:21 --> 01:11:27 they were so vivid, raw and painful that I started to take them as true 261 01:11:27 --> 01:11:32 You did not complete your homework today I know 262 01:11:32 --> 01:11:36 Why not? I forgot 263 01:11:36 --> 01:11:41 In the time that you took from my office to yours ... did you forget? 264 01:11:41 --> 01:11:44 You know what that means 265 01:11:58 --> 01:12:00 I wanted to say something, but I was lost 266 01:12:00 --> 01:12:05 consumed by thoughts about her and about every possible fear of my mind 267 01:12:06 --> 01:12:09 I was afraid to tell him what he had seen, what he thought 267 01:12:09 --> 01:12:11 terrified that my fears were a warning 268 01:12:11 --> 01:12:15 terrified that they were not and that he would be angry to doubt 269 01:12:16 --> 01:12:20 So for a while, I got inside 270 01:12:20 --> 01:12:23 and he expelled him 271 01:12:29 --> 01:12:34 The more I worried, the more I failed him 272 01:12:35 --> 01:12:38 You are not enjoying this Yes I am 273 01:12:39 --> 01:12:40 Do not lie to me 274 01:12:41 --> 01:12:46 I'm ready five minutes ago Emma, ​​you're late 275 01:12:54 --> 01:12:56 I was touching bottom 276 01:12:56 --> 01:13:00 I had built a wall around me and could not find the exit 277 01:13:01 --> 01:13:04 That is not what I had chosen for you 278 01:13:24 --> 01:13:26 It did not take me long to start moving away from me 279 01:13:26 --> 01:13:29 which of course gave more space to my imagination 280 01:13:30 --> 01:13:32 as the days passed, I paid less attention 281 01:13:33 --> 01:13:37 there were fewer tasks, fewer punishments 282 01:13:38 --> 01:13:41 It was the form of his silence that worried me 283 01:13:47 --> 01:13:53 But when I tried to reach him, he was already a million miles from me. 284 01:13:53 --> 01:13:57 Can I sleep with you tonight? 285 01:14:00 --> 01:14:06 Mr.Friedrich ... Tonight, not Emma 286 01:14:11 --> 01:14:13 And earlier than later 287 01:14:13 --> 01:14:18 I realized that I had fallen into a masochistic relationship with myself 288 01:14:18 --> 01:14:21 I wanted to get out of it desperately but .. 289 01:14:21 --> 01:14:27 it was not until he started disappearing at night and sometimes in the early morning 290 01:14:27 --> 01:14:31 that I realized that I had lost it 291 01:14:33 --> 01:14:39 Then, I was going to wait three months, but since you're here ... 292 01:14:39 --> 01:14:40 I'm pregnant 293 01:14:40 --> 01:14:44 What? You should not say "congratulations" 294 01:14:44 --> 01:14:50 Congratulations ... I just thought that Ray and you had problems 295 01:14:50 --> 01:14:54 As the last time we spoke, he had asked you for a trio ... 296 01:14:55 --> 01:14:57 Oh, so this is what he meant by a trio 297 01:14:57 --> 01:15:00 Very funny Emma, ​​you know 298 01:15:00 --> 01:15:05 Sometimes people have problems in their relationships and do their best to fix them 299 01:15:05 --> 01:15:10 Guess what, I did it so I lost by trying 300 01:15:19 --> 01:15:22 Maybe Nadia was right 301 01:15:22 --> 01:15:27 maybe doing what was necessary could still save what he had lost with Mr. Friedrich 302 01:15:27 --> 01:15:30 That's why I followed him that morning 303 01:15:31 --> 01:15:34 I did not want to go to this extreme, but I had to find out what was going on 304 01:15:34 --> 01:15:38 I had to fight for the only thing that had made sense in my life 305 01:15:41 --> 01:15:43 He arrived at a duplex and entered through the front door 306 01:15:43 --> 01:15:48 I was beginning to fear that my worst fears about him and Audrina were true 307 01:15:48 --> 01:15:54 that this was his apartment and that by failing me as submissive he would find someone better for the role 308 01:15:54 --> 01:15:56 My head told me to run 309 01:15:56 --> 01:15:60 but my heart forced me to stay 310 01:16:45 --> 01:16:48 I did not invite you here 311 01:16:50 --> 01:16:51 I know 312 01:16:54 --> 01:16:55 And what are you doing here? 313 01:16:59 --> 01:17:03 I do not want to get angry but I was following you these last days 314 01:17:05 --> 01:17:07 I'm worried 315 01:17:07 --> 01:17:08 About what? 316 01:17:08 --> 01:17:12 I know Audrina went to see you the other day 317 01:17:12 --> 01:17:15 since then things have been different between us 318 01:17:16 --> 01:17:21 Something has changed ... I'm afraid 319 01:17:21 --> 01:17:23 And what do you want to know? 320 01:17:23 --> 01:17:26 I want to know why she went to see you 321 01:17:26 --> 01:17:28 And if you've been seeing it since then 322 01:17:28 --> 01:17:32 And why do you run away in the night and in the morning? 323 01:17:32 --> 01:17:35 And why do not you give me tasks 324 01:17:36 --> 01:17:38 Did not you care anymore? 325 01:17:38 --> 01:17:40 Do you trust me? 326 01:17:41 -->01:17:46 Yes No, just think for a minute ... do you confide in me? 327 01:17:48 --> 01:17:51 I try ... is that ... 328 01:17:52 --> 01:17:55 I'm afraid that I'm losing control 329 01:17:55 --> 01:17:58 control is what weakens you 330 01:17:58 --> 01:18:02 the power is always in letting go 331 01:18:04 --> 01:18:08 You know I should punish you for this 332 01:18:12 --> 01:18:17 Audrina came to see me because she wanted to start over 333 01:18:18 --> 01:18:26 I did not tell you because it was an insignificant exchange between two people who once helped each other 334 01:18:26 --> 01:18:29 But have you been talking to her ever since? 335 01:18:30 --> 01:18:33 No, that would have been inappropriate 336 01:18:34 --> 01:18:38 That agreement was finished before I met you 337 01:18:39 --> 01:18:42 And the reason why I've been disappearing at night and in the morning 338 01:18:43 --> 01:18:45 it was to come here 339 01:18:45 --> 01:18:48 and build this place 340 01:18:48 --> 01:18:51 a safe place to expand our limits 341 01:18:53 --> 01:18:54 I was working hard 342 01:18:55 --> 01:18:58 to give you a place to breathe freely 343 01:18:58 --> 01:19:03 I know that being submissive 24 hours a day seven days a week is a challenge 344 01:19:04 --> 01:19:07 And it's not for anyone 345 01:19:08 --> 01:19:12 And that's why I want to have a part-time arrangement with you again 346 01:19:12 --> 01:19:13 Do not! 347 01:19:14 --> 01:19:16 I do not want a part-time arrangement 348 01:19:16 --> 01:19:17 I can do this... 349 01:19:17 --> 01:19:22 Emma, ​​it's not a failure, we're re-establishing limits 350 01:19:26 --> 01:19:28 please, let me touch you 351 01:19:34 --> 01:19:36 but that would not be a true punishment, would it? 352 01:19:44 --> 01:19:46 He left and he left me ah 353 01:19:46 --> 01:19:51 not only to punish me but to give me the freedom to think about what he had said 354 01:19:52 --> 01:19:54 I knew that he was right 355 01:19:54 --> 01:19:59 I was not made to be a full-time submissive and there was nothing wrong with that 356 01:19:59 --> 01:20:05 Sometimes to get close, you have to separate a bit 357 01:20:05 --> 01:20:06 to breathe 358 01:20:06 --> 01:20:11 to have the space to appreciate the good things as they are 359 01:20:11 --> 01:20:14 and in the minutes and the hours that it took me to do it 360 01:20:14 --> 01:20:16 I waited for him 361 01:20:16 --> 01:20:23 with anticipatory excitement inside me, because I knew I would come back for m 362 01:20:38 --> 01:20:41 How bad have you behaved? Very bad 363 01:20:42 --> 01:20:44 Pray 364 01:20:47 --> 01:20:52 Please ... please Mr. Friedrich 365 01:20:56 --> 01:20:58 Please, Mr. Friedrich, put your hands on me 366 01:21:00 --> 01:21:02 Please ... See me ... 367 01:21:05 --> 01:21:08 please put your mouth in my ... 368 01:21:08 --> 01:21:09 please put your fingers inside me 369 01:21:30 --> 01:21:32 please ... I want your cock 370 01:22:19 --> 01:22:20 please let me try it ... 371 01:28:28 --> 01:28:29 take off the shackles 372 01:42:49 --> 01:42:52 Please stop doubting me I'm not perfect 373 01:42:52 --> 01:42:56 I do not expect you to be 374 01:43:15 --> 01:43:22 It was amazing how coming back to a part-time arrangement encouraged my desire to be a perfect submissive 375 01:43:22 --> 01:43:24 three days a week was only Emma 376 01:43:24 --> 01:43:28 enjoying time with my sister and doing the things that she liked 377 01:43:28 --> 01:43:35 enjoying time for myself, doing what I like and taking my own decisions in my opinion 378 01:43:35 --> 01:43:37 and the remaining four days ... 379 01:43:37 --> 01:43:40 it was Emma, ​​the submissive of Mr. Friedrich 380 01:43:40 --> 01:43:46 where each experience was a challenge to my will and my limits 381 01:43:55 --> 01:44:00 new toys and sensations were introduced which gave rise to a new confidence 382 01:44:04 --> 01:44:07 and little by little my confidence grew 383 01:44:07 --> 01:44:10 and not only in our relationship but in myself 384 01:44:10 --> 01:44:16 I became a more free spirit trusting me and my instincts 385 01:44:17 --> 01:44:21 and eventually inner peace inundated me 386 01:44:21 --> 01:44:25 and opened me completely to new experiences 387 01:44:34 --> 01:44:37 I completed my task 388 01:44:38 --> 01:44:40 What task? it's your free day 389 01:44:41 --> 01:44:45 the note for Shane ... he gave it to her 390 01:44:49 --> 01:44:52 I want it to be somewhere else, not in our house Ok 391 01:44:52 --> 01:44:58 I do not want things to overlap, somewhere where our things do not touch 392 01:44:58 --> 01:45:02 - a hotel room - exact 393 01:45:02 --> 01:45:05 that can be fixed 394 01:45:06 --> 01:45:10 and I want you to assure me that this will not change anything between us 395 01:45:15 --> 01:45:17 I can not do that Emma 396 01:45:17 --> 01:45:21 Of course this will change things 397 01:45:21 --> 01:45:24 will be a new territory for both 398 01:45:24 --> 01:45:27 a moment, have you never done it before? Do not 399 01:45:28 --> 01:45:32 This is me trying to leave my comfort zone too 400 01:45:32 --> 01:45:35 Really? really 401 01:45:38 --> 01:45:41 Do you think this will change what you feel for us? 402 01:45:41 --> 01:45:43 Or about me? 403 01:45:43 --> 01:45:46 I'll just make you love you more 404 01:45:51 --> 01:45:54 I do not want you to look at me weird on Monday morning ok? 405 01:45:54 --> 01:46:00 - Did I do it when you gave me those notes, or when you gave me your panties? - do not 406 01:46:01 --> 01:46:03 I would not worry 407 01:46:04 --> 01:46:08 - This is just sex so it's not like ... - I get it 408 01:46:09 --> 01:46:11 really, I understand 409 01:46:12 --> 01:46:15 Do we see each other then? see you tonight 410 01:46:23 --> 01:46:27 When he got home Mr. Friedrich had chosen the perfect outfit 411 01:46:27 --> 01:46:30 Something that will fit in a special occasion 412 01:46:30 --> 01:16:33 because this situation was 413 01:46:33 --> 01:46:41 I combed my hair, put on makeup and dressed as best I could to embrace the excitement that grew within me. 414 01:46:48 --> 01:46:50 What is this? 415 01:46:51 --> 01:46:55 Just a little "something" that I want you to use tonight 416 01:47:06 --> 01:47:09 "W" by William 417 01:47:10 --> 01:47:15 William Friedrich, my great teacher, my closest friend 418 01:47:15 --> 01:47:19 my only love 419 01:47:24 --> 01:47:30 when we arrived we were all very nervous, including Mr. Friedrich 420 01:47:30 --> 01:47:36 How can someone go through a situation so completely confident? 421 01:47:36 --> 01:47:44 - Shane, have you done something like that before? - No, not like this 422 01:47:44 --> 01:47:48 we did not either 423 01:47:49 --> 01:47:50 None of the two? 424 01:47:50 --> 01:47:55 - I say you look pretty comfy - to you too 425 01:47:55--> 01:47:59 What do you think if she becomes more comfortable? 426 01:48:00 --> 01:48:03 sure he's been thinking about t 427 01:48:04 --> 01:48:08 We took our time, it was not easy to do it 428 01:48:08 --> 01:48:14 we drank wine, champaigne ... we laughed 429 01:48:23 --> 01:48:32 And then I felt Shane's eyes on me, testing the right moment to make a move 430 01:49:14 --> 01:49:16 b salo 431 01:50:00 --> 01:50:02 - Do what you want - tell me... 432 01:50:05 --> 01:50:08 undress your tits, show them 433 01:50:32 --> 01:50:35 Put them in your mouth 434 01:50:49 --> 01:50:52 Do you like it? 435 02:17:59 --> 02:18:03 I woke up in the morning in a new reality 436 02:18:03 --> 02:18:09 I crossed the line that I had drawn so strongly some weeks ago. 437 02:18:10 --> 02:18:14 The world I thought I fit in had changed 438 02:18:14 --> 02:18:19 But the important thing ... remained the same 439 02:18:20 --> 02:18:24 Not all limits must be transferred by all 440 02:18:24 --> 02:18:29 Some people prefer the security of doing what is expected of them 441 02:18:29 --> 02:18:35 to keep their lives in subtle comfort ... and it's fine 442 02:18:35 --> 02:18:42 but for others, the limits are to be erased, expanded, crossed 443 02:18:42 --> 02:18:46 because for some people life is not about being in comfort 444 02:18:46 --> 02:18:52 it's about being free ...